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Devin Townsend Project - Young Gods

so a Japanese bonus track, where am i?
I've been doing this for so many years man,
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i actually kinda like it, 
it like being able to recollect on the past and recognise that progress has been made, 

...?25/26 now
I dont even know anymore
i still enjoy it, its strange?
it's lost it significants, 
in a way it was significant to me because it was a projection of the identity,
you have so much of yourself invested in what you do apose to who you are,
for a long time you end up using that,
Using it as a your whole reason to be, 
as in without the music i as a person would cease to exist,
thats far from the truth,
i think that one of the main components to be a musicain an artists in general,
is a type of need of validation,
on one level you see your self as self-destructive, in a way that makes sense,
but on another level perhaps it's a keen connection to something beyond,
and all you are trying to do is stress it in a way that ....? in the sake of others,

i think in the root of it human beings are terrified and confused,
myself included,
theres nothing that really happens now that has the same emotional impact as it did as child 
clearly, 
however it doesn't stop the creative process it just morphs it,
if you ever had the opportunity to do nothing,
to be so financially independant that you could rationalise doing whatever you want,
or something you would do, 
i often thought that, 
i often wonder if defining what it is you ....? life is the most difficult part,
you would often think .....?
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compelled based on fear and fear is something that doesn't go away that morphs,
as an artist you've got nothing to fear,
theres probably no reason to create what you should right about,
what would you write about?
would you write about a lack of fear?
is that not in and of its self, a type of fear?
......................? sitting in the backyard,
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the silence is your ..?
to engage in silence with full commitment.....?
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we see ourselves, we see ourselves objectively,
we realise, not only your not alone,
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.....?free